great dreamers cannot be tamed

I'm wishing and hoping I get my blue belt this time next year. I'm done with playing top. Its about time I worked on my guard. I know I keep on talking about it and god knows I try. I've asked the blue belts to teach me more sweeps, etc...but every time I spar, my partner automatically sits down and waits for me to pass. This time, I'll sit down first! Playing guard will be such a great advantage to be, esp with my size and everything. I'm so looking forward to training later! I've also decided to get back into boxing to help with my cardio. I noticed that I've been short of breath as of late, and I really need to get back into it. If not boxing, I'll try running again. I really hate running (sorry running friends) because I find it so boring. I have to try to love it! (New mantra: I love running, I love running, I love running....) Anyway, back to work!